A Weary Heart..

I’m done with you, I sound a fool

Those stupid words, did build these walls

Your friends with flaws, the man with draws

Don’t seem so much, to have leened to touch

A jealous man, I have become

That attitude, is not welcomed

I look at my phone, to feel close to you

I drive past your work, oh dear I suck!

Talking about suck, can’t walk my talk

Can’t communicate, can’t adjudicate

My principles, don’t count so much

If I could trust your unspoken words

I would entrust, my weary heart

In love with you, is to be involved with you

Above all these, still missing you

So much love we made, never thought could fade

My broken heart, still longs embrace

Moving on, looks very far gone

I stand and stare, and wish you were here

What should I do, don’t feel so cool

I’m serious, not delirious

All is well..

It’s been a while, yes so many miles

It takes more than bile, to remove my smile

You missed me write, I’ll make it right

With my pen I’ll fight, to make you bright

I thought of us, and the bus we took

On that August noon, as we held the book

Our plans of love, and the fangs of life

As so desperately shook, the vow we took

A path we saw, we journeyed on

Definitely not what, we intended to draw

My love my wife, you always be

Despite stormy days, we will always see

My doctor friend, my daughter’s mum

My lover and strength, please shake that bum 

I long to drink, from your drunken breast

I seriously thirst, for your warming chest

My pride my joy, give us a smile

God has been good and in him trust

The devil’s fangs, life’s little bangs

Cannot remove, the love we prove

You’re coming home, In God we trust

I’ll see you soon, and awaits you the moon

My relentless mate, my helper and friend

Thank you so much, for not giving up

This is the beginning, of a new meaning

A meaning to life, we both only know the strive

We have come to terms, to fight as friends

Life’s darkest hour, as we agree to soar

I have missed my lunch, I have missed my brunch

I don’t really care, that’s my cross to bare

Have a great day, my daughter's mum

My lover and friend, thank you so much

Self Reflection..

Who is this woman that breaks my heart

LOL, I smell some bile

Her stunning look, her charming moves

Seems like I’ve been hooked by Satan’s cook

She will not ask, she will not task

Seeing her unmasked, makes my heart go fast

She’s bad for me, I know how I feel

But her taste is so sweet, and her stench goes deep

I shall not weep, I took a sip

My fault alone, I thought I found my keep

Why do I judge, can’t help the grudge

My closet stinks, stinks to the brink

When I sit to think, I see a link

It’s my deserve, I’ve failed to preserve

Once upon a time, I met what was mine

A little dime, made my head chime

My gift of love, one problem solved

I messed it up, new worries I bore

Why do we strive, why do we dive

Our selfish hearts, gives reason to have

Who is this woman, that made me smile

That made me sad, and made me mad

She’s just an image of my incarnate

I’d better work, on my reincarnate